Aku Menulis Bukan Kerana Nama

Masa cuma tinggal seketika
Untuk ku berjuang di bumi asing
Cuma tinggal sebuah buku
Untuk ku coretkan  pengalaman dan penilitian sepanjang aku di bumi asing

Ya ALLAH Ya Ilahi
Sesungguhnya aku tidak pandai
Cuma ku ingin menyebarkan ilmu buat pedoman
Walaupun mungkin ianya cuma sekadar bermanfaat buatku

Aku menulis bukan kerna nama
Tetapi sekadar menyumbang 
Untuk kemajuan bangsa
Agama dan negara

Abroad vs local

University of Arkansas is the university in my head when i am planning to do my MSc...

It is because most of the literature that i used during my undergraduate was from this University.

In this posting i would like to compare the student's life with Malaysian university

By the way i went to Universiti Putra Malaysia Bintulu Campus for my undergraduate.

In this university, student's life is happening they have alot of club for socialize...movies night...dancing club...and free food everywhere for almost all programme....free coffee ...free chocolate drink..fruits..

Student also seen enjoy their life...with fraternity and sorority (brotherhood and sisterhood)..

They are allowed to wear what they want and free to celebrate anything on campus...

Library are open 7-2 am everyday and 24 hour during exam week...library is full all the time but empty early in the morning...student can be associated with sleeping late night and wake up late...

It has been 1 year and 7 month i am here...still have 5 months to enjoy before going home...

I will be missing my University life abroad

RICE PRODUCTION-DR RICHARD NORMAN

Started with last semester, i made my decision to do special project under Dr Norman

But in the second week of class..i tried to contact him about the special project and he told me...i am suppose to consult him before register for this subject...

thanks ALLAH..he said he will put me in his rice production class...and my classmate will be randy...

i miss a few class because i am not aware..but thank ALLAH i did well in two exams...

Dr Norman is so cool and very well verse in rice...it my pleasure to have him as my professor

today November 12, 2013 .is the last day for his class....i make it to the final....

i hope i did well in final too Nov 14,2013...

Thesis writing 1

it is too late...when i realized this

when i started my experiment in 2012..i just do it without any knowledge.

i am not given the title in advance so that i can prepare with the literature. so doing it without any knowledge make it tough...

LESSON to LEARN

1. before start with your research, prepare with your proposal

2. dont start anything wothout any knowledge

3. it is ok to spend 6 month planning than doing a lot of mistake

4. plan your work ahead

5. prepare data sheet before start experiment

6. read ..read and read

7. prepare everything before experiment...

FALL...my journey almost towards the end

basically..i have 120 days before i have my exit seminar and and my oral defense...

i tried to sti on my desk today to work..but after 5 hours..i am realized..i could not concentrate...i dont know why...

Ya ALLAH bantulah hambaMU

FALL 2013...BAD IDEA

i took 3 subject this semester....

subject that i like the most is rice production because it is an easy subject...

i hate crop physiology as the professor go so deeply into the subject..i think the Professor should make it easy so the student can understand better..i dont think it is a good idea to teach everything and student end up not understand anything...i am a bit sad with this course..how i wish i can change the subject but it is too late...another 8 week for final...i hope i did good in this subject..

i like biological control..it is a good subject...just i have problem with the lab session..i am not doing good on that..tommorow i have exam ..i hope i did well....

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identification exam -Biological control

actually this is the exam that i am afraid of..

i am not so confident in identification eventhought i keep looking on them like every week..

sometimes i know nothing..seem like i just on them but i keep forgetting..

ooh ALLAH i seek your help in the exam tmrw

Hujung minggu yang lemah

Sudah tidak lama lagi tempoh aku untuk menyelesaikan pengajian

pokok aku sudah matang menunggu masa menuai

hari sabtu dan ahad aku cuba untuk beri konsentrasi..malangnya cuaca agak tidak membantu..end up of staying home and relax....cuma pergi field 4-6 saturday and 4.20-5.35...

aku terasa amat malas

aku masih lagi terhutang untuk mengambil gambar semua growth of my plant...adoi..kenapa terlalu malas

aku kembali ke lab dan memulakan facebook session...i feel so bad..i am too lazy sometimes...

i dont have time anymore..just 160 days to defense and go home...i need to be fast..

Ya ALLAH bantulah hambamu

AKU IBARAT PEDAGANG

Aku ibarat pedagang,
berdagang ke bumi yang asing
tidak pasti akan rentak langkahku
tapi aku tetap terus melangkah
demi perjuangan agama

Aku ibarat pedagang,
berdagang ilmu ke negara jauh diutara
yang jaraknya jauh beribu batu
meninggalkan keluarga demi Yang Satu
supaya pulang dengan ilmu

24 bulan aku berjuang
kembalilah daku ke bumi merdeka
aman dari duka dan lara
namun hati masih terasa
di bumi ini banyak kenangannya

Meninggalkan kota negara Amerika
walaupun ia menjanjikan kemewahan
tapi aku ingin terus melangkah
mencari sisa hidup
di bumiku yang bertuah

Wahai petani-petani di desa
hamba ingin menabur budi
agar ia dihitung Yang Maha Besar
sebagai amalan kekal abadi...


Petani Merantau di Bumi Fayetteville
30 September 2013

PICTURE IN BERITA HARIAN

PICTURE IN UTUSAN

ORAL DEFENSE

154 days to Exit Seminar..188 days to Oral Defense

i wake up early to finish up my writing on Key of Echinochloa but when i checked facebook...a few friends that started their Master later than me have went back to Malaysia...i keep checking on their fb ..almost all them have went back..wow...i feel lonely now..feel like going back today if i can...but stil i have 154 days for my exit seminar and 188 days for oral defense...oh ALLAH Please help me...i feel so boring with this work

Selamat Hari Malaysia buat semua warganegara

Hussain Tahir Arkansas, United States of America

kehilangan @kerugian

Bulan Ramadhan ini sedikit mencabar bagiku 1. Kena saman x pakai seat belt USD 70 2. Camera Nikon D40X rosak Rm 3000 3. Bag targus hilang dr kereta termasuk baju 2 helai, 2 seluar, memory card, ic, dekat RM 200 4. Bantal 2 biji hilang 5. Bakul baju hilang 6. Fees bank USD 15.. Banyak sgt kehilangan nie. Ya ALLAH gantilah dgn sesuatu yg lebih baik... saman overspeed usd 130 saman seat belt 80 maitenence rumah USD 364...sebab rumah bocor... cleaning rumah 2x usd 100

Camping Tyler Bend Buffolo National Park

on June 29th morning all of Weed Physiology team went for camping at Tyler Bend..there 3 car 1 truck and 1 van.

I am a bit reluctant to go because my brother Ibrahim just met an accident on the day before. he broke his hand

i am afraid because my phone was dead and i cannot communicate with my family. that morning i cook egg samma and chicken bbq.. i almost forgot that i need to rent tent from abg azriman...right after sending Sirichai and  Dr Nadeem to lab i went to abg azriman house to collect the tent...abg azriman left for work and kak azi was there and offered me a cup of sonic milk shake..it was very nice..i like it

i almost forgot about my lunch and only had my lunch around 4...we started to prepare bbq at 5.30 pm and almost done with dinner by7...then we went for fishing...i am not lucky enough this time because i didn't get anything. before went to sleep we played card and see raccoon eating our chips and playing with rice...

the next day, woke up abit early by 5 and offered fajr prayer. we went for morning walk and went for fishing...

Dr Burgos and her breakfast team prepare a good meal and we eat that before continue sleeping. we help Paul's group for lunch and we had our lunch by 2 pm and start driving back by 3.30...i am so sleepy and sleep all the way from the national park to fayetteville...

i enjoy a lot but i hope this will be the last camping...too tired to camp...

Petani Merantau di Bumi Fayetteville

Silau persada penjejal bintang,
Indah purnama di kuala rusa,
Jika tiada aral melintang,
Pulanglah jua kami ke desa..

dah bulan julai...rakan2 di Australia mungkin sudah bersiap untuk pulang..manakala rakan-rakan di UK sudah menghitung hari untuk pulang ke desa tercinta..

bagi kami di sini masih tersisa sekitar 10 bulan sebelum boleh pulang...memang seronok berada di perantauan..tetapi kerinduan terhadap desa tercinta sentiasa menebal...

Petani Merantau di Bumi Fayetteville

BUFFOLO RIVER, ARKANSAS

On saturday, Dr Burgos, Red, Srichai, Reio, Ronelo and me went to buffolo river for canoeing.

We reached there almost 10 am which took us about 2 hours driving. there were so many people who want to dip them self in the river by taking chance of the hot weather.

it took us about about 4.5 hours to canoe from the point where we start to the end point. i feel to tired because i have been working hard since monday.

 my partner is Srichai from DOA Thailand...we enjoy the most but the is the one who puddle..i am out of energy .....haha i am survived with bananas and water...

we reached Altheimer around 5.30 pm...

the sad story.....

i immersed my camera in the river.....oh my god...

exam weed id 4th week

i feel so tired because yesterday i have been canoeing for 4 and 1/2 hours about 7.8 miles...  it have been long since the last time i ride a canoe...i am almost forget how to handle canoe...

wake up and prepare a mee goreng....again..it is so bad..it is not tasty at all...then i went to the lab with Srichai to study seed which i have look few of them last night...

i lost my mood because i couldn't turn on my camera...i think i need to get a new one...



but i love that camera...i bought it with my late father for the price almost 3000 MYR...of course not dollar because i bought it in Malaysia...

i try to study the seed and didn't prepare for the weed itself...just want to sit for the exam and go...

by the way..

i just want say...i had honey dew today..which is my first honeydew in the US..it is so good...

after exam i feel bad..i could have done better....i need to improve...


I AM so stress

HERBICIDE SYMPTOMOLOGY

Yesterday is really a rest day for me..cooking watching movie....

then 7 pm get a call from my colleague that we have too calibrate boom sprayer to spray symptomology plot or weed test

Spraying Herbicide Symptomolgy at 5 am??

   Yes it is true...here in United States..it is like something common to start working at  5 am..
but yesterday..i am having flu and i go to sleep at 1 am and wake up at  4.45 am...

CANCEL?? So sad....so i juct spend time in front of computer doingNOTHING...

A not very bad day..!!

exam weed id

setiap minggu since 26 Mei ada exam weed id...

bosan..sebab malas nak study...

malas teramat...

minggu nie plan nak study...sampailah skrang.. 2 jam sebelum test pun tak study lagi...

fuuh

Beautiful girl

First i met her is when we attend Sheikh Muttahir sabree at Sam Walton College auditorium...i am wondering who is this girl...i never saw her before...wearing hijab nicely...and last two months i guess...i met her when she walk to her car after friday prayer...she is so gorgeous...look asian but i am not so sure..

I have already forget about her until i met her again at walmart..she is so beautiful...i feel like want to ask her hand...i look at her...she is with her mum...i spend more time in walmart just to look at her...

I dont know whether i am falling in love again...

But i try to keep this feeling away...
May ALLAH bless her...

Suatu masa dahulu

Dunia ini ada medan perjuangan yang menyimpan banyak rahsia.

Begitu jugalah perjuangan aku sebelum menyambung master..

Tiba2 bertemu dgn seorang wanita melalui laman mukabuku...yg pada masa yg sama diaturkan oleh ibu bapa..

Asyik bersembang..kemudian merisik....maka terjatuh cinta...dunia oh dunia...

Betulkah kata manusia cinta adalah gila...cuba ku pikat hatinya...dgn harta dunia...tapi terlupa akan ketentuanNYA...

terpisah kemudian...aku rela...demi mengejar cita-cita...

Kulepaskan semua dan ku kejar cita2... Kuteruskan langkah ke negara ini...demi sebuah harapan...

Result of my spring semester 2013

Alhamdulillah

i got an A for SAS and Crop modelling

and a B for Principle of Weed Control...i worked hard for this course but...ALLAH know best...

anyway a good ending..

still have a subject in summer

and two more in Fall before i am done...

mothers day

i didn't wish my mom specifically on mothers day because i have been wishing her everyday and she is my only parent that i have right now...

yesterday a bit tiring day started with spraying Reio edamame soybean...it take about 4 days since Wednesday..the day i planted my barnyardgrass for characterization this year...

on Wednesday..we finish spraying imidacloprid at about 10 pm and i sleep almost 1 am...

the next day we came early to calibrate and spray the treatment but it is raining and i got almost wet...and we tried again in the afternoon..but when we sprayed the first treatment, ..it started to rain...

so we go back to lab and discuss, after a long conclusive discussion, the spraying will be on saturday...

on friday we clean some barnyardgrass...i am sad to see some seed were eaten by rats...


ok back to saturday activity...we have successfully move my car that got stuck at the entrance of altheimer drive...

in the afternoon have a good sleep and wake up late..went to Paul's house for house warming and then go for isya...

end the day with walmart visit to get new stem valve for tyre, pineapple, kiwi, banana, and oranges..

Evaluate barnyardgrass during snow

that morning Dr Coy and me have planned for 3rd weed evaluation on facet (quinclorac) on barnyardgrass...suddenly we got sms from University that University will closed because of snowfall...

we get out of greenhouse 5 and saw snow...

First time snow lebat kt US

my house in snow

3RD WEEK OF SEMESTER SPRING 2013-2014

It is already my third semester here in Univ of Arkansas, United States ...this semester i have 4 class..Crop Modelling, English, SAS and Principle of Weed Control...i really hope i can get 4.00 this semester to improve my result last semester which i didn't do well due to a few reason...

i am so stress lately...i spend alot of time in lab but not productive...my writing very slow and i feel so boring...

Kahwin...kahwin

It is already 9 months i am in United States and i am not really satisfied with my progress...still writting my proposal and cleaning my seed...for the past 9 months...i wasted my time watching movie, sleeping and enjoying....i am not really spend full time research...i have 15 months to go...which i need to use wisely to avoid me to extend my M.Sc which i dont want....

Lately, i feel so desperate of getting married because i saw some of my friend and cousins getting married...

I think i can agree with Hj Yunus...we need somebody to motivate us when we study...i feel so lonely here...

I tried through Muktamar..internet www.nikah.com but until now it not worked out well for me...

Maybe i should keep dua and pray to ALLAH THE ALMIGHTY to help me out..